eat flowers be happy

eat flowers be happy

Monday, October 25, 2010

rainbows and dolphins

a week later i was driving home around sunset and I saw two amazing rainbows. One was a rainbow window. There was a cloud with a square right in the middle like a window in the cloud. In the cloud was a rainbow! Another painting!

Then I saw another amazing rainbow. I call "Moving Rainbow". A small rain cloud was cruising on past the mountain. Traveling below it was rain coming out of the cloud. The rain was a rainbow moving with the cloud. another message for me! I will paint this too and post!

I was driving to a storytelling session at the bookstore. the story teller told this story while holding a stick wrapped in rainbow colored threads with a dolphin on top: (paraphrased)
We were a people living on the island, everyone was happy until it started to get too crowded. The leaders held a meeting and said people must leave the island. Specific people were chosen. Old people to pass on tradition. Young people to have strength in a new land. Many young adults and children. The people began to prepare to leave. One woman asked "How will we get to our new land? The canoes are too small for the ocean". The leader help up a rainbow stick and said here, you will travel over to the mainland on a rainbow bridge. The people... continued...

night rainbow


I painted this coconut of a night rainbow. A few weeks later after I sold it, I saw a night rainbow!
I was camping out with my boys on the beach. It was night and we were playing on the sand and making a round track running in it.

There were night fisherman out on the beach too. The were using glow in the dark bait and bobbers. Each cast looked like they were casting shooting stars. The green glow would race up into the sky and then fall slowly down into the ocean. It was so dark out there. No light. The stars were so bright above the ocean. There were a few very small drifting clouds sprinkling little drops of rain. It was luxurious after such a long hot day. After while the moon rose behind us. It was that extra bright moon that happen in the end of August. A brilliant night rainbow stretched across the ocean and way up into the starry dark sky. The ends of the rainbow connected two islands! ours and another across the channel! The colors were just as vivid only the back ground was all dark starry sky.
And it arched way up high 32 miles across to our neighboring island. We were so excited. We danced all around the beach and then went back to our camp and roasted marsh mellows at 10PM.

I thought about how I painted a prediction. The painting and the actual experience were different but came from a same vision. I couldn't help but be reminded in the power of visualization and actually making your ideas and inspirations become reality. I also saw the rainbow as a reminder of my own creative power and that I have been blessed that someone is watching over me. It was a reminder that God is here and things are working for me right now on this deserted remote island in ways I do not yet know. to have hope and faith.

I saw one other night rainbow in canyon country. It was a rainbow circling the full bright moon. A perfect ring of colors surrounding the moon. time to get busy and paint them both on canvas this time! this coconut has two more sides painted to it as well.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

prayers



i visited this site. it was so powerful. All i could do was pray and send praise and thankfulness and marvel at this earth and life. I said prayers for the island i live on the whole time i was there. I stayed for 4 hours. I felt a deep foreboding, like the island needed these prayers. like i was to bring blessing back. I took the coastal trail. the mana of the kai and the a'ina was extreme peace i felt in my bones. More healing energy seeking and seeping into my bones. I walked a long labyrinth someone had made on the lava rocks... it looked out across the channel to the island I live on. could see its valleys and beaches. All I could do was send out prayers. I felt wonderful taking the time to think and feel things that I don't take the time to do.

It was so powerful this spot on the pacific blue. I felt pure content and happiness. It was such joy! exhilarating! The turquoise water slooping into the dark grey smooth rocks. clouds hanging above mountains and hills of green. and always those trade winds blow.

bananas

first time i heard real silence a banana leaf uncurled and a whale called from the deep outer space of the ocean as we flew thru the galaxy on star dust in the morning the the gate was open letting the turquoise in the fish came in to see the new banana blossom in bloom with wide eyes swinging in.

Monday, July 19, 2010

silver moon light

silver moon light dancing on the ocean the sound of the surf rushing in like a train across the high desert thru the window....
a rooster crowing out to more roosters...more roosters more roosters... at 1AM.
"the sound of the ocean soothes my restless soul... the sound of the ocean rocks me all night long" Iz
... open space is freeing on my plywood board. what will happen in the fuschia bougainvillea morning...?...

Monday, June 21, 2010

happy summer solstice! looked for petroglyphs yesterday.... We are going to look for more at another site... up on the mountain there is a site. despite no petroglyphs... We did have a great beach day yesterday... ocean was a bit turbulent and crazy but it was FUN and of course turquoise in the wavessssssssssssssssssssssssss. and ancient kind eyes swam right up to us!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

the physical terrorist, i mean therapist today added two new exercises to my routine...now I sit with ice six hours after the session. at least i have the ocean out the window... the channel current is strong today! and i have netflix. just watched flirting with disaster. it made me miss new mexico. it was pretty funny for being 1996. Last night we watched Kingdom of the Spiders.... 1977....hahahahaha it was filmed in Sedona, we missed Sedona. it is so funnY! WATCH em both for a litttle time warp fun.
need to plan an art lesson for 3-6 year olds, what was i thinking?!?!?!!! hope the drug store has blue and red tempera paint...

Saturday, May 29, 2010

turquoise and silver

I got a bit overconfident and attempted a 6 miles hike thru a desert that looked much like parts of new mexico, arizona or the moon. The majority of algae low tide exposed rocks, glistening salt deposits, warm tan beach sand with no foot prints, the sound of the gentle summer ocean ebb and flow, and I got to see some net fishing in action with two nets single throws taking in 30 fish! what a way to start off the memorial weekend lu'au. silver shimmering in the turquoise and one quick cast... trapped up in the net. I wanted to help them untangle the fish but those gorgeous silver streaks taking their last breaths was too much for this vegetarian and I had to keep on walking.

Monday, May 24, 2010

the creative process has begun

YES! and the ocean was gorgeous tonight, powerful silver in the overcast sky. no other islands visible all day. none. here and west side. they are a comfort to see, I missed them today. the water was weird all moving around sorta creepy... current was strong. taking the water way out to ocean. major wind waves blowing out out out out there... way out there,,,, LATER the wind was like COLD hurricane wind. It was so exciting that I drove to the top of the west side volcano and got out of the car in the moon light with the ocean below in the whipping almost desert like spring wind... it was a small dose of moon lit wind madness, a little moon glow wind seeped into my soul. good medicine. I had to stand in it and feel it. guess I am acclimated cuz it was COLD, but the car said 71 degrees! got back to the southside, warm and still! weird. guess it was what the spirits ordered for me tonight.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

white caps

out my window the ocean is indigo blue as the sun sets pink clouds are forming soon a pale yellow sky. the other islands canyons are loosing definition by shadows overtaking the contour and light of the terrain. out there the waves crest as they come through the channel. rolling, surfacing, folding upon themselves, repeating until finally they hit shore after 2000 plus miles. How many miles have I done until finally I stop and rest upon the shore. I am on the shore from this ocean of discontent, the cycle of this relentless restlessness. The spirits are good here, content, even happy. They are not restless. I know I need to relenquish all control and let the paint fly... let the images I make speak to me, for me.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

turquoisealoha

Yesterday I was at the beach all day 10AM-5PM. I went out at low tide, explored a few tidepools had fun with the kids etc. Then the tide came in rushing in with big gentle rocking waves. The water so warm it was like a jacuzzi. I was was surrounded in pure turquoise water. I swam and floated for about 5 hours as the water got higher and higher. All I thought all day was how lucky I was to be right there enjoying that turquoise, and that I should do this every single day, to fill my soul with joy. Nature is my healer, my comfort, my inspiration! its okay if thats my life for now, enjoy and accept the comfort and love of what turquoise and the ocean have to offer me. soak it up let it seep into my bones and soul and let it sustain me!!!!!!  this is the thought I leave you with and myself with to hold on to this comfort happy thought!

when people do not engage thy brain only thy mouth

Can one focus inward and outward? Can you do both without weakening the other?

Sunday, May 16, 2010

contemporary art museum on oahu

I was currently on Oahu, for an MRI... I saw an art exhibition of Fay Ku (New York) who greatly inspired me and opened this current block of my psyche and creativity. She explores the dualities of the human condition as balancing counterparts. Her art comes straight from her experiences and how her soul draws on it. A few of her works portrayed such pain I was drawn to it, as well as her powerful use of materials. I realize, with the help from both Fay Ku's art and my dear friend/yoga instructor/artist Ann back in the desert, I was focusing on my outer reality, here on this island of paradise, tropical breeze and surrounded in the comfort of turquoise... I was trying to paint paradise, happy things not be negative, everyone constantly telling me " happy thoughts positive thinking, hooray visualization you need" that I was not looking at my own inter-reality. I kept going out, fighting going in. I didn't want to go to ugly and bad. We are not acculturated to explore this inner-reality. It is the artist, the yogi, the spirit who remind us and acknowledge to turn inward. this is nothing new, yet I didn't see this for all these months in pain... am surprised how I did not connect with this on my own. this new place has drawn me outward, who wants to think about pain here... I am reminded I am in need to draw more in as much, even more, then I am drawn out. Now I can hope to create again, yes I can and will and it's okay if it is ugly and painful, no one needs to look at it and if people don't to see my pain its okay. It is who I am now even here in paradise. Mahalo Fay, Mahalo Ann. aloha...hozho.